Don't want wishes to come true

Neither the dreams

For they are not worth it

If they make you want to scream

 

 

Life doesn't seem fair anymore

But as we all know

Needs are necessary 

Wants will have to bury

 

 

I am not whining 

neither am I complaining 

I just want you to know

Everything I feel honestly 

so you keep yourself from blaming

'Cause the thought of losing you is killing

 

 

Don't know how we got here

Not our plan 

Neither the intension 

Not even fault

 

 

I don't know if you realize 

you made my life worth a sacrifice

and no, it doesn't hurt me nor does it make me weep

'Cause I know you want the best for me

And I am making this promise to keep

 

 

 

For I know I'll get through anything

as long as you're by my side 

and i don't want to be the one you live your life with

Neither the one who you can't live without

 

 

No, I don't want to be your lover

Just want to see you beam

For you deserve it, 'cause you taught me how to smile

and helped me not to wreck my life

 

 

I just want to be here forever, if that exists 

By your side, through the darkness and light

and the pavements that are rough by the sight 

I just want you to know, days will be better

just the way you want, Give god a chance, he wouldn't disappoint you after all. 

 

 

For he loves you, and is there by your side

like a shadow in the sunlight

maybe a little far away from your sight

but is still there, to guide you through this time

 

 

My life, isn't as content as it seems

I need you. 

Yes, here, I accept it, 

I need you.

I need you beside me

couldn't care least about what I call you,

friend, best friend, or a companion

 

 

Wonder why this sudden realizations have occured?

It's these days, 

36 hours and it feels like, I have been living forever

this pointless thing, called life

Just living, for the sake of it. 

 

 

I can feel every second passing by,

doing the daily chores, as I am supposed to

But I feel nothing, nor the pain, neither the joy

the numbness is all over me,

every second, tells me, that I need you. 

Yes, I do.

 

 

I have a plea to make, 

you may call this a humble request

from a friend so dear,

I have accepted the reality

as harsh as it may be,

all I know is don't take this right away from me

 

 

This right to be by your side

to tell you that its all gonna be alright

I am not good with words

but I surely do know that separation hurts

 

 

and only if you knew, 

I am a warrior with you by my side

without you, I am just a piece of nothingness 

who is about to wreck her life

 

And you don't have to feel guilty 

as the reality doesn't hurt me

all that hurts me the most, 

is staying away from you

 

Not knowing how your day was,

not having any idea about your mood 

This is what hurts,

rest is nothing, to be really true  

 

 

Save me from this woe, 

from this hurt,

I swear, this is worse than anything else

and no, I don't love you, if that is what I could say

Just to make you stay.All I know is, we'll get through the tangled times

sooner than you realize, we'll be crazy together again

just like we always have

 

Just stay.